I have shown myself capabale of suffering for the irrefutibilty of truth. I have taken a step I have put off for far too long, and though I am hurting, it is a necessary evil.

I don't want to carry my burden into the summer. So tonight I faced my fears head on and came out shaken but resolved.

I've been holding on to nothing, and tonight I began to finally let it go.

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ad said…
You will carry this burden until it is done with you; there are still lessons to learn and demons to exorcise, but you're on the right path.
11:30 AM
Dan said…
Yeah, though I've become quite the insomniac these last two days.

Danke.
11:39 AM
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