Pardon my Heart
I am sitting in the climate-controlled emptiness of the computer lab on my lunch hour. I felt so great to start the day, had a good night with Sarah last night. I'm learning to laugh at my childishness. We went to Subway and Office DepotMax and bought Aspen a present at Target (a nice Cubs shirt) and then home. I'm not sure how to word this because I know that you/she read(s) this but I just want to say that I really appreciate you/her. We are both handfulls and neither of us know what to expect at the next moment, which adds to the fun I suppose. (Eh?) Confusing? Good. But I certainly do appreciate these things.
ANYhoo, got my printer working (Adam gave me a printer and I haven't blown it up yet) and look forward to self-publishing my short stories so now I can force everyone to read them.
But now I feel like CRAP. Just feel cynical, phlegmatic. Waiting for the money to roll in but it always rolls out.
I am sitting in the climate-controlled emptiness of the computer lab on my lunch hour. I felt so great to start the day, had a good night with Sarah last night. I'm learning to laugh at my childishness. We went to Subway and Office DepotMax and bought Aspen a present at Target (a nice Cubs shirt) and then home. I'm not sure how to word this because I know that you/she read(s) this but I just want to say that I really appreciate you/her. We are both handfulls and neither of us know what to expect at the next moment, which adds to the fun I suppose. (Eh?) Confusing? Good. But I certainly do appreciate these things.
ANYhoo, got my printer working (Adam gave me a printer and I haven't blown it up yet) and look forward to self-publishing my short stories so now I can force everyone to read them.
But now I feel like CRAP. Just feel cynical, phlegmatic. Waiting for the money to roll in but it always rolls out.
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